Day 8: Kablooie
Jun. 22nd, 2005 05:59 pmThursday came the crash. It all caught up with me: the lack of sleep, the irregular eating, the social stress. Most of our group went to Cape Hatteras for the day, and I stayed behind to make pizzas for Red Drum; rather than taking this as an opportunity to unwind alone, I stewed all afternoon.
The pizzas were very well-received, but by the time dinner came I was too grumpy to enjoy them. The chief evening activity was
creed_of_hubris's LARP, which I wasn't up for; I briefly inserted myself into the plot, as an evil cowboy leprechaun that only Mark Twain could see ("I hate your books! Hardy hardy hardy!"), but spent most of the evening wandering between the houses and glowering.
And yes, perceptive reader, there was something else going on, and that came to a head as well, a drama in Red Drum to rival the LARP. There were accusations and recriminations, misunderstandings and reconciliations, surprise entrances and dramatic exits. OFIH observed it all (without being involved) from the couch, and I was very glad of her; she took me out onto the deck, listened sympathetically, said the right things. But it was a nasty evening, and a long semi-sleepless night afterward.
Things worked out fine in the end—shockingly fine, in fact, which makes me suspect someone of having made some sort of pact with the devil. And I expect the drama, in the end, will have served a useful purpose, by exposing some things and underlining others. I said some things I regret, and probably should've just gone off and LARPed after the fudge run, but what's done is done, and now all is quite good indeed. Apologies to anyone I yelled and/or glowered at; it wasn't you, unless we've talked about it since.
( Sorry to be cryptic, everyone. Have a picture! )
The pizzas were very well-received, but by the time dinner came I was too grumpy to enjoy them. The chief evening activity was
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And yes, perceptive reader, there was something else going on, and that came to a head as well, a drama in Red Drum to rival the LARP. There were accusations and recriminations, misunderstandings and reconciliations, surprise entrances and dramatic exits. OFIH observed it all (without being involved) from the couch, and I was very glad of her; she took me out onto the deck, listened sympathetically, said the right things. But it was a nasty evening, and a long semi-sleepless night afterward.
Things worked out fine in the end—shockingly fine, in fact, which makes me suspect someone of having made some sort of pact with the devil. And I expect the drama, in the end, will have served a useful purpose, by exposing some things and underlining others. I said some things I regret, and probably should've just gone off and LARPed after the fudge run, but what's done is done, and now all is quite good indeed. Apologies to anyone I yelled and/or glowered at; it wasn't you, unless we've talked about it since.
( Sorry to be cryptic, everyone. Have a picture! )